Mood:  not sure

So I was fired the other day.  

Shouldn't I be happy?  It gives me more time to write my book and work on my craft business.  But I honestly put so much time and effort into that job it makes me a bit bitter.  I was actually trying to quit anyways, but they beat me to the punch.

Sucks to be me.

And so here we are, my "boyfriend" and I. Two jobless SOBs in a semi-expensive apartment with no sight of money anywhere.  What to do, what to do? I want to write and get inspired, but I am just bogged down with all of these responsibilities that I'm finding it really hard to see the light.  Every night before I go to bed I get motivated, and when I wake up I'm motivated, but it's the in-between time is what I need help in.  Maybe I should get a motivational speaker, oh wait they cost money.

Great...